jazzylove63

I'm lost, I'm suicidal Anorexic Depressed Have social anxiety badly Self harm Who would have ever guessed under my smile and class clown charm and bubbles I was staving my self to be happy? Who would guess I had scars and fresh cuts on my arms? I'm 15 and suicidal. my system is really badly shot I have been hospitalized for a suicide attempt they all think I'm getting better when I have fallen deeper then I ever have before. I hide from people run from myself all I do is sit in my room and ask myself what's wrong with me? Not station seeker We are just lost trying to find a resting ground. The monsters aren't inside us they are us Just open your eyes you'll start to see the world for its true colors, a girl walks down the halls with a smile on her face but goes home to cut her room I'm just an angle trying to get home, wait can I still get into heaven if I'm dead? Guess ill see KIK- jazzylove63